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Спасибо большое

My thoughts, my soul, my heart was developed under the influence of noble examples from reality. The desire to grasp and understand the world, like wind power, solar heat, life-giving water, creative urges, the feeling of endless possibilities.

In my inner world party rule: "Love, Integrity, Prudence." In moments of frustration and emotional turmoil that disappears before your eyes and the light disappears from the earth under their feet, with great speed you carry into the abyss.

Even if the cause of the confusion became deceived expectations, abuse or misunderstanding, my "platform", my three pillars reminded that life is beautiful, forced to believe in the fairy tale where the protagonist was me.

Faith in the best endless optimism and energy accompanied me from the very young age. It is still a belief in the good wizards and Beautiful far. It would be desirable to anyone who picked up this book, believe in a miracle, and become happier.

The thoughts have carried me far, painting pieces of the future - "my notions" - with the help of bright colors. Fragments like a mosaic, lined in linen. The scenic and diverse art gallery associated with the traveler in me by Ernest Hemingway.

In my dreams I imagined abandoned and lonely islands, mountains with their immensely high slopes, rafting (as did Tom Sawyer and Finn Gelkberri) panoramic flight in a balloon. All that seemed mysterious, incomprehensible, lured, attracted, he was calling for him.

Ох, всё, больше не буду. А то мозги закипят.

Ой спасибо для вас огромное огромное!)