переведите, пожалуйста(не переводчиком)I know I039;ve мейд mistakes between us.. and I

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I know I've мейд mistakes between us.. and I know you don't trust me or want anything to do with me, But please understand that I am truly sorry for being the plague in your heart. I know you'll never read this like everyone else.. but no matter what the circumstances.. I will always love you and be there if I can if you ever decide to give me a last chance. I'm so sorry I hurt you time and time again through my bad habits and webs of stories im my past I can't seem to let go of. One more chance to your heart is all I'm begging for Gillian.. I'm sorry for the year and I'm sorry for the last time.. I just don't want to lose you.. but I probably already did.. and for that I apologize to myself.. because I'll never hear it from you ever again. My life has been a battle and this EP is my story.. uncut.