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Today I want to write about inspiration. For a person who writes, inspiration is the air that he breathes. Without him no. I do not know how the others, but I get a terrible dislike for myself when I feel that I am not inspired by what was the source of my work earlier. There is a good quote on this topic "Inspiration is such a guest who does not like to visit lazy people," I think that this is really so, from my experience I noticed: the more I worked intellectually, the more I read and so on, the more I wanted to write. I've always been interested in this question and I often think about it. Even if you are not a lazy creative person:) there is such that it does not go in any way, does not want to, nothing inspires the point, but it happens that wake up in the morning, a thousand and one idea in your head, and you do not wash and do not eat breakfast until dinner and leave. This, I think, can be called luck and even luck. To be honest, I write about inspiration is not easy. I do not visit last time. It's a shame, because there are so many interesting things around, so much read, so much new and so it would be desirable to describe it all, I want to get out, but as soon as I I sit down at my laptop and open the "Word" in my head to become empty. It wildly devastates, and I do not even understand the reason for this "fear of a clean slate" and lack of inspiration. At first, it seemed to me that all because of the fact that I threw out six old, covered with poems and essays of notebooks, eventually understood that it's ridiculous to call the cause. For half a year I'm suffering in the literal sense of the word, as every evening I sit down to write and nothing stands out. I feel at a dead end. The only thing that brings me unreal joy in life is to read the written and not disappointed, printed out and rendered for evaluation. So I did not feel true joy for a very long time. I hope that my "crisis" and uncertainty will pass in a short time and I will regain peace and joy. I wish inspiration, creative =)